Stood Up By A Little Boy. Maybe His Mother Will Comfort Him.

Why do people stand me up? I have been in the smut business for so long. I like the connection that I get from people from real intimate interpersonal connection, but then people do stupid shit and stand me up. I have little patience for my time being wasted. I am going back under my … Continue reading Stood Up By A Little Boy. Maybe His Mother Will Comfort Him.

An Office Job

So, yesterday I had a totally booked day, then one client canceled, and another took his place, booked an overnight, then my earlier client canceled, and I figured I could sleep in, but then I woke up to the phone ringing and Mr. replacement canceling. I was sad and a tad worried. I need money, … Continue reading An Office Job

Scramble to Make Tuition — Cadillac Lounge Tonight

Captain Save A Ho — Where you at? I suck at being an adult. I just can’t bring myself to work hard enough. It never seems to get me anywhere I want to be. Stressed out, early grave, no fun, bills paid predictable life. Where is the fun in that? Oh but I struggle with … Continue reading Scramble to Make Tuition — Cadillac Lounge Tonight

Censorship in my smut bubble

Bullshit Changing All The Time Censorship Dealing with porn sites is really getting to be a huge pain in the arse. These ‘censorship’ rules are largely self imposed based on the website. This post is about my frustration in dealing with these silly power tripping censors. Eros guide is what pushed me over the edge … Continue reading Censorship in my smut bubble

Never Ask If You Can Sleep With Someone’s Friend

I fell in lust in San Diego   Oh gawd this shit almost never happens to me.  I pride myself on not liking people.  I really can’t ever get into some dude.  Why would I?   I knocked on my friend’s door but this big buff dude came to the door in boxers, a neon … Continue reading Never Ask If You Can Sleep With Someone’s Friend