Santa Cruz March 31 / April 1 ~~ San Francisco April 1 – 12

Is it wrong to sleep with the mechanic to get my car fixed?  I didn’t think so either, that was until I realized that I’m not straight and he’s not kinky.  Also, when he got his dick out I almost laughed myself into an involuntary golden shower! Is the car fixed?  Yes and no.  The … Continue reading Santa Cruz March 31 / April 1 ~~ San Francisco April 1 – 12

I’m Gonna Post it to Craigslist

I’m in San Diego for a few more months.  I’m in and out of town as often as I can get out.  I’m not happy here.  I’m a hardcore pervert living in a conservative environment. I am kinky as hell.  I have a penchant for public water sports.  I am a mean demanding dominatrix. I’m … Continue reading I’m Gonna Post it to Craigslist

Even the Perverts are Conservative

I don’t think I am gonna make it another year in this town.  I’m sick from the sun all the time, the people are dumb – stupid -- vapid really, and the perverts are conservative in their kinks.  This I cannot stand! Somehow the guy tonight thought I was a “nice” dominatrix.  We agreed on … Continue reading Even the Perverts are Conservative

The Ess, My Trip to New England, and Another Shit Year in Sandy Eggo.

Recently I applied for admission into a PhD program in New England.  Because of the madness in my personal life I applied to only one, the one I wanted to get into.  I went to visit, spoke with professors, found a couple of them who said I could work for them, and made my application … Continue reading The Ess, My Trip to New England, and Another Shit Year in Sandy Eggo.

Coming Out

I generally think that coming out is a bad idea.  Anytime you have to articulate your identity you are giving credence to the ideology of heteronormative behavior.  When was the last time someone came out to you as straight? Coming out presupposes a world of coerced conformity. A world where nuclear, heterosexual, two person, monogamous … Continue reading Coming Out